I don't know which direction to turn. With each breath I want to be inspired, I want to be ambitious. I so badly want to be the old me- the inspired me, but I don't want the consequences that was accompanied with that inspiration, with that motivation, with that. I am fearful of the dreams that used to bring me great comfort. I don't want to sleep at night. I sleep during the day. I'm angry because I sleep the day away. I only have two hours of day light each day and the night never seems to end.
I'm angering the cheerful half. I am not really feeling much of anything other than frustration and anger and some hopelessness. . I am not feeling inspired. I need a way.Today I am lost. Tomorrow I do not yet know.
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